Torn

It’s 8:18 am and I haven’t been to bed yet.  I I was tired hours ago. All I do is think, think, and think some more. It’s really annoying. I’m really tired. Get my brain keeps running, seeking answers that I have yet to find.

I’m so torn. Torn between what I want to believe is the truth and what I know to be true. I want the fairytale. I want to still have hope, and believe that the fairytale is possible. However the reality of the situation is a completely different story.

Heartbreak is difficult.  Never knowing when it’ll end.  You pray and heal and some days it seems never ending .  Knowing that it’ll never work is one thing but accepting it is another.  

Side note:

I did a YouTube video explaining what happens when one persons knows that the other is meant to be their life partner and what happens when the other partner hasnt received their message from above.  Go to imsimplydynamic on YouTube for the video.