So through this dating site, they are now offering people to go live. I wasn't sure how I felt about doing such a thing, I have gone live on my Instagram but it's a smaller audience and some of the people I know. I decided what the hell, what did I really have to lose? So I showered and did my hair and voila, after working through the technical kinks I was ready! It was one of the best things I had done since in self isolation (aside from all the healing I've been doing). It's been fun, funny, informative and so much more. I have chatted with some nice people. It too has helped me notice how far I have come along in my personal development.
The first night I was in the chat a girl came in and insulted me telling me that I needed to fix my makeup. LOL "first of all bitch I am not wearing any .. and secondly do you even own a mirror?" I asked. Don't come into my domain and start insulting me, it wont bode well for you. Between that and my extreme personality I quickly became the throat punch lady. I went on several nights in a row, one night doing a dj battle, another night having jokes at someone else's expense, another night it was me doing sit ups as my opponent didn't show but I can see some friendships forming. These people have gone out of their way to promote my Youtube videos to other participants while in the chat. Some have even reached out to me on other platforms to ask me when I am doing my next live. One guy said that it's the hardest he's laughed since this whole pandemic started, another said that its the hardest he's laughed ever.
It was so nice that for several hours, we were all able to get lost and pleasantly distracted from the current state of chaos. These people are from all over the world. They come back to view my lives as they enjoy who I am as a person. They said that amongst all the lives that mine is entertaining, fun and smart. I clicked on to see what other people were doing, some girls dancing to make money or doing workouts and using their body or taking things to a sexual level, but I like the fact that I don't have to.
Have there been some trolls? Yes for sure, within the same week I had two men come in and right off the bat tell me that I am fat. I did curse them off and made the regret the day they were born but I noticed how much I have grown spiritually, before I would have let a comment like that OCD in my mind and bug me for days. Now I just let it roll off my back. Last night a guy came in and said "your nose is bigger than the 401" to which I replied .. 'its still bigger than your dick"' if you are trying to pick a battle or wit or words, wrong chat to step into.
Last night I had my boys there while I made cupcakes, tonight it was steak and spinach. Its nice to check in daily with these people and see how people are holding up during their day. I feel like Norm walking into "cheers".
Its honesty been an experience i didnt expect in a million years. I am loving it. If ever you care to join me .. download Skout or Meetme and look me up. Imsimplydynamic is my line across all my platforms.
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