You’re so selfish. The only person you ever have thought about is yourself. Everything has always been about you in every single scenario.
I lost respect for you along time ago. I lost respect for you when I saw Nan doing everything she could to please you, And all you did was take take take and never give. You were the one that should’ve been taking care of her not the other way around.
From what I hear you were the star child you got all the firsts and you got everything yet everything was just never enough for you.
But when it came to me, you never gave a shit. How can I expect you to give a shit and the only person you care about is your fucking self. I saw that when you claimed that the person you love the most in this world who was ill and you wouldn’t change your ways in your habits to help that person become healthy. That truly shows character. It shows how selfish you are and honestly it’s just sickening.
But when it came to me, you never gave a shit. How can I expect you to give a shit and the only person you care about is your fucking self. I saw that when you claimed that the person you love the most in this world who was ill and you wouldn’t change your ways in your habits to help that person become healthy. That truly shows character. It shows how selfish you are and honestly it’s just sickening.
You were the one who was supposed to protect me, Love me, encourage me and support me. I did those things for you. Instead what do you do when I am trying to help you and when I’ve had to forge my own way through life without any help from you? You turn around and insult me. You call me stupid. How fucking dare you call me stupid? You have done nothing your whole life except to steal and take from everyone and not give a goddamn care about anyone. You have never helped anyone. But maybe you’re right, maybe I am stupid, stupid for forgiving you and stupid for trying to help you when you do nothing for me. You’re so fucking negative it drives me bat shit crazy. The way you talk is as if Life itself is just over. I’ve put myself out on the line to try and help you and in turn I got made a fool because it turns out you don’t wanna help yourself. I guess you just want to be the victim all the time and for people to run to you and cater to you.
Life itself is just over. I’ve put myself out on the line to try and help you and intern I got made a fool because it turns out you don’t wanna help yourself. I guess you just want to be the victim all the time and for people to run to you and cater to you.
All those years you could’ve helped. But what did you do? You took whatever little money you had and you spent it on expensive hair products, Luxury meals and drugs and booze. Not once did you ever ask me if I needed anything. I was a kid I was not meant to be supporting my parents financially but yeah I did the both of you two fucking losers. When I should’ve been focussing on myself and focussing on school and focussing on making my life better what was I doing I was parenting to imbeciles.
I was a kid who never got a break. Because you left I was in danger a lot of the time. Yet from the alcohol abuse or the many men coming in the house like a revolving door I didn’t know if I was going to end up with a parent who died or if I was going to be raped. Every night was a nightmare. I won’t even get into the other hell because you weren’t present and you didn’t give a fuck then so I know you don’t give a fuck now.
because you’re so self-centred I don’t even know if you realize how much you really use abuse and hurt people. I’ve seen you do it time and time again. Drain people, emotionally and financially and when they have nothing else to give you your move on, you cut them off and you never pay them back. You should be ashamed of yourself but clearly you have no morals, no values and honestly you have nothing to offer no one. You and the other one or waste of skin. You are cockroaches of life. It’s always the evil ones who outlive all the good people why I don’t know.
Maybe your partner loved you so much because they had a traumatic past and so you were actually a good thing, hard to believe but the bar must have been low and /or he was ok with complacency or didn’t have enough self confidence to do better. Yes you should’ve helped himself and I believe he partially dead but you being his partner did fuck all to help with his diet nutrition and support him and what he needed. You were there to cry about it at the end though. You were quick to lash out at me when I was helping you again!!
You’re abusive and narcissistic. As you know I’ve been on a spiritual path for some years, I know you don’t believe in that too small minded to believe in anything other than what you know. However even with all the healing, forgiving and learning I’ve done I honestly am having trouble navigating forgiving you yet again. I’m starting to believe so there’s maybe only so much forgiving I am capable of I haven’t figured that out yet. I’ve had to come to terms with the fact that since you’re blocked on everything that should you die I won’t know. I blocked you and your identical twin the other lowlife loser and ran my grandmother into the grave. So hard to believe that such an amazing woman burst to complete and utter failures. The only thing good that came out of you has been me.
I often think it’s a good thing that you left. Even though you fucked me up and I never got a birthday card, a birthday call for any acknowledgement of my mirror existence maybe if you had stayed I’d be even more fucked up.
I know your lies, the other one lies too. Guess that’s why you guys found each other in the first place.I can’t believe you had me convinced for a while that you might’ve been a good guy. Maybe you’re right maybe I am stupid but I believe anything.
I can’t believe you had me convinced for a while that you might’ve been a good guy. Maybe you’re right maybe I am stupid but I believe anything.
Trying to decide with my last words to you would be for you to go fuck yourself or see you in hell but you and I are on the same level so I don’t think I’m going down there
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